Hey guys!! im gonna go back to states on 21st. ill be in a private school in main as a junior...

yay.... ill do my best to adapt myself to there, like i did in stafford...

so everything is fine... yay

still, come to my blog : http://my.blogin.com/juaeson

just for fun i write xanga is so addictive

come people

http://my.blogin.com/juaeson 

heheheheheheheh

i'm gonna change my blog adress... because only the members of xanga can see here.

 so, my new blog is :

 *************  http://my.blogin.com/juaeson  ***************

 easy huh?

thanks for your loves.... i love ya guys all

anyway..... so.... im planin a party....
i mean.. just a small thingy that me and people i knew here can get together.

i guess, for now...

DEPERESSING EVENT IS CRAWLING OVER MY BRAIN

ill leave here on june 23rd
damn i didnt think that day would come this soon....

i dont even have two weeks.....

what should i do? what should i do?

im so depressed..... and i wanna hang out with kevin
but i have no courage to tell it to mom(cause mom anyway doesnt want me to hang out with kevin)

what should i do...

just sad, depressing... i dont know what to do
every time i think about my friends and school here and how im not gonna able to see them for long time,
i just feel like crying...

And now im so lonely
i want somebody to be just next to me
i dont wanna be alone for the rest of time here

its been only 3 months since i finally got happy with my host family and all
and now i have to leave?
oh dang... thats unfair isnt that?

i dont wanna be alone... just right now.

but now im here and cannot make anything clear

and the time goes by.....